Saturday, January 9, 2010

My CD4 has increased!

16 Jan yang lalu, TT sekali lagi ke GH untuk mendapatkan latest CD4 count. Agak memeranjatkan bila diberitahu yang CD4 TT naik daripada 329 pada Sept 2009 kepada 405!

Nurse & doktor quite surprised dengan result tu. Tanpa sebarang antiviral, TT berjaya menaikkan CD4 count. TT bagitahu kat diorang tentang cara pemakanan dan lifestyle yg TT buat dlm tempoh 3-4 bulan lepas.

TT banyakkan memakan buah-buahan serta sayuran, walaupun jarang melakukan exercise, tetapi TT kerap menjalankan aktiviti dan pergerakan terutamanya di office.

Apa yang lebih penting, TT seringkali belajar untuk mengawal stress walaupun kekadang tu banyak masalah terutamanya berkaitan dengan kerja di pejabat.

Doktor menyarankan agar TT teruskan usaha yang TT lakukan sekarang dalam masa yang sama memperbanyakkan exercise agak dapat mengeluarkan peluh dan menguatkan antibody.

Alhamdulillah..syukur sesangat...

Philadelphia @ HBO

Malam tadi TT menonton movie yang menarik di HBO berjudul Philadelphia lakonan Tom Hanks serta Denzel Washington.

Movie ni diterbitkan pada awal tahun 90-an. Ianya mengisahkan tentang seorang lelaki gay yang disahkan mengidap HIV telah dipecat dari tugasnya sebagai seorang peguam di sebuah firma guaman dan kemudian beliau berjuang untuk mendapatkan haknya di mahkamah. Mahkamah memutuskan beliau ada hak untuk berkerja dan telah menang di dalam kes tersebut. Agak sedih di akhir cerita yang mana virus HIV yang merebak di dalam tubuhnya telah meragut nyawanya...

Berikut adalah synopsis movie ini yg TT perolehi dari wikipedia.


The film tells the story of Andrew Beckett (Hanks), a senior associate at the largest corporate law firm in Philadelphia. Although he lives with his partner Miguel Álvarez (Banderas), Beckett hides his homosexuality and the fact he has AIDS from the other members of the law firm. On the day he is assigned the firm's newest and most important case, one of the firm's partners, Isaac Cahill (Baker), notices a small lesion on Beckett's forehead. Shortly thereafter, Beckett stays home from work for several days to try to find a way to hide his lesions. While at home, he finishes the paperwork for the case he has been assigned and then brings it to his office, leaving instructions for his assistants to file the paperwork on the following day, which marks the end of the statute of limitations for the case. Later that morning, he receives a frantic call asking for the paperwork, as the paper copy cannot be found and there are no copies on the computer's hard drive. However, the paperwork is finally discovered and is filed with the court at the last possible moment. The following day, Beckett is dismissed by the firm's partners, who had previously referred to him as their "friend."

Beckett believes that someone deliberately hid his paperwork to give the firm an excuse to fire him, and that the firing is actually as a result of his diagnosis with AIDS. He asks several attorneys to take his case, including personal injury lawyer Joe Miller (Washington), with whom he had been involved in a previous case. Miller, who is homophobic and knows little about Beckett's disease, declines to take the case and immediately visits his doctor to find out if he could have contracted the disease through shaking Beckett's hand. The doctor explains the methods of AIDS infection. The doctor then offers to take a sample of Miller's blood, suspecting that Miller was asking about AIDS because he suspected he had contracted it and was trying to hide it. Miller dismisses the request by laughing it off, thinking it a joke. Unable to find a lawyer willing to represent him, Beckett is compelled to act as his own attorney. While researching a case at a law library, Miller sees Beckett at a nearby table. After a librarian announces that he has found a book on AIDS discrimination for Beckett, others in the library begin to first stare and then move away, and the librarian suggests Beckett retire to a private room. Disgusted by their behavior, Miller approaches Beckett and reviews the material he has gathered. It is obvious he has decided to take the case. Upon receiving a summons by Miller, the head of the firm, Charles Wheeler (Robards), worries about the damage the lawsuit could do to his business and reputation, although one associate (Vawter) unsuccessfully tries to convince them to settle out of court with Beckett. Cahill is determined to punish Beckett to the full extent of the law, and breaks into Beckett's home and beats up Miguel to get him to testify against Andrew.

As the case goes before the court, Wheeler takes the stand, committing perjury by claiming that Beckett was incompetent and claiming that he had deliberately tried to hide his condition. The defense repeatedly suggests that Beckett had invited his illness through promiscuity and was therefore not a victim. In the course of testimony, it is revealed that the partner who had noticed Beckett's lesion had previously worked with a woman who had contracted AIDS after a blood transfusion and so would have recognized the lesion as relating to AIDS. To prove that the lesions would have been visible, Miller asks Beckett to unbutton his shirt while on the witness stand, revealing that his lesions were indeed visible and recognizable as such.

During cross-examination, Beckett admits that he was originally planning to tell his partners that he was gay, but changed his mind after hearing them make homophobic jokes in the sauna of a health club. When asked about the truth of how he got infected, he confirms that he engaged in anonymous sex with another man at a pornographic movie theater. However, he and Miller gain an advantage when the one partner who suggested settling out of court confesses he suspected Beckett had AIDS but never said anything, and how he regrets his inaction.

Beckett collapses in court shortly after finishing cross-examination. During his hospitalization, the jury votes in his favor, awarding him back pay, damages for pain and suffering, and punitive damages. Miller visits Beckett in hospital after the verdict and overcomes his fear enough to touch Beckett's face. After Beckett's family leaves the room, he tells Miguel that he is ready to die. A short scene immediately afterward shows Miller getting the word that Beckett has died. The movie ends with a reception at Beckett's home following the funeral, where many mourners, including the Millers, view home movies of Beckett as a healthy child.